This week has been extremely stressful for me. This whole year was a rollercoaster and it's nothing really new looking back at previous years, but right now I'm emotionally at an all time low and physically I'm starting to feel that way as well. Over time it just shows. I've been trying to ignore all the signals for a long time, but I think it's probably time to sadly admit to myself that I'm probably depressed. This night was pretty much the last straw. Right now I feel like my head is going to pop and my chest is going to burst. Sorry for ruining the thread and having to share this, you're likely thinking "oh my... no way big Mr. Checkerboard is upset... look at him!", but really... I just need to vent places. Too much of a toll staying silent at this point. Someone say something positive please to keep me going?